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Jul. 17th, 2006 | 12:09 pm

well, Bon is oficially in hawaii. she called me a couple nights ago. it was funny, cause she said "wow, you'd love it here! there's all these asian people." XD figures. she said she couldn't get to a computer with internet that DIDN'T cost anything. so, she'll update as soon as she can. ^_^

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soon enough....

Jul. 14th, 2006 | 02:30 pm
mood: determineddetermined
music: C'est La Vie --- L'Arc en Ciel

well, Bon's still in washington right now, but she'll be off to hawaii pretty soon. at least, i think she will. i dunno, she hasn't called in a bit. BUT, i emailed her all our livejournal info, so now she can update once she gets the chance.

i miss her terribly, but i'll go visit her next summer. my mum even said she'd let me go on a plane there myself. (and she's usually a nazi about those things) so, w00t. i'll see her soon enough.

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Jul. 6th, 2006 | 12:30 am
mood: depresseddepressed as all hell
music: Anemone --- L'Arc en Ciel

sam: Bon has yet to call me and tell me what time she's going to the airport on friday. i hope she calls soon, though. i miss her already. i'm really counting on this one last good-bye.

BUT, there's actually a bright side to things now. well, a semi-shimmery side, i guess. i have a big babysitting job for, like, three whole weeks this summer. it'll be a whole work-day long, from around 7 to 4. and i'll make a whole bunch by the end of it. a couple hundred. and i'm not going to touch a penny of it. this'll be my start of the VISIT BON fund. hoorah.

i know this has to be hurting her more than me, though. i'm going to be missing my best friend. but she's going to be missing everyone. i feel horrible about everything. my poor Bon.

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would you lay with me

Jul. 4th, 2006 | 10:23 pm
mood: depressedhelpless
music: Chasing Cars --- Snow Patrol

sam: me and Bon just said good-bye. she came over for one last time, and we had mexican food, cause she loves having mexican food for dinner over my house. her people let her stay until 9:30. we watched some of Moon Child, this Japanese movie that we'd always watch a lot after school. we didn't get to have ramen noodles, though. like the old times. oh well. then we took her home. and on the way there, i cried a bunch, but i tried to turn away so she couldnt see. i didnt want to make her sad too. then we got there, and we got out, and my mum and sister cried and said they'd miss her. and i walked her to her door. and we broke down. and hugged. and she said it wasn't good-bye forever, that she'd visit. we cried more and hugged for a long time. then i had to go. i cried more on the way home. and i criend more when i got here. and im still crying off and on. i hate crying so much. it's giving me a heartache.
she technically doesn't leave on the plane until friday. but shes leaving the town tomorrow morning. i wanna go to the airport when she leaves. i really wanna be the last one to see her. and i wanna see her one last time. i hope my mum'll drive me that early in the morning.
this is so damn painful.

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my first time...

Jun. 29th, 2006 | 01:27 am
mood: depresseddepressed
music: Soco Amaretto Lime

sam: wow, i feel like such a lj VIRGIN. gosh.
well, Bon leaves in about a week, maybe less. i've stopped counting, it's too painful. we've both been crying quite a bit lately. this move is gonna suck more than horribly.
i really wanna go with her. i'd give everything up just to go with her. everything. -_-

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